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There is nothing more important in our lives than our families. Yet often they are the cause of SO much stress and anxiety.
I have 3 kids… and I left my 17 relationship with their dad because our ‘relationship’ dynamics were abusive. I was tired of playing a ‘victim’ and walking on eggshells, and he needed to be alone so he could manage his internal programming from childhood. As long as I was there, playing out the same old patterns with him, I wasn’t doing him- or me- any favors. So I finally had the courage to leave my amazing $2 million dollar Victorian home…. where all 3 of my kids had been birthed, in my master bedroom… where I had spent years as a stay at home mother, lovingly caretaking them and nourishing them and feeding them… the only real ‘home’ i had ever know. I left it. I took the clothes on my back, a few books, and my computer… and moved into a one bedroom furnished apartment. My kids sleep on the couch and in bed beside me, when they come to spend the night. It has been the loneliest and hardest 8 months. I’ve realized that no one is going to save me, catch me, or take care of me… except for ME.
And I hate to say it, but this story was in our charts, the whole time. The Astrology didn’t lie. It just took me 17 years to finally take a stand.
“I am so eternally grateful to you. I don’t think that I will ever be able to adequately express my deepest felt gratitude, but I will try...Thank you from the bottom of my heart. As I sat listening in, I saw the big picture come into clearer focus. I saw my life’s purpose. I saw why I was chosen to be ‘Carla’s’ mother. I saw reasons why ‘Carla’ was such a lonely angry child who was impossible to console. I saw why it was inevitable that ‘Carla’ would blame me, no matter what I said or did. I saw ‘Carla’ really trying her best to dig herself out of that black hole to only find the hole getting wider or deeper....still agonizing to watch and remember. I understand better now because of your reading. Thank you. As you eloquently articulated, ‘Carla’ is an amazing human being with amazing gifts to offer this world. I have known for sometime that I should back off and let her be... whatever. I have tried. However I listened to you. ‘Carla’ listened to you. ‘Carla’ now knows she needs to do it herself, so that she proves to herself that she can. ‘Carla’ now knows she must make her own home while she still lives in mine. What a blessing awareness can be! ”