My healing sped up considerably when I realized that no one was going to save me... but me. That I was literally the one I was waiting for. And even more importantly : that the ESSENTIAL PRIMACY OF ME WAS ABSOLUTELY PERFECTLY OKAY. Nothing broken, nothing wrong.

I am exactly as I meant myself to be. And so are you.

Pisces New Moon calls us to magic and depth, subtly and psychicism. If ever there was a time to explore the alchemy of spiritual attunement, this is it.

No matter who we are, Helios will be our best friend, our ultimate lover, our brilliant and unending companion, our greatest cheerleader, and our infinite source of radiant power. You just have to tap in, and it's available. It's one of the amazing secrets of our Solar System! Why look to get 'power' from other people when this unbelievable source is there, 27/7?

What IS the New Age of Aquarius? What does it actually MEAN? What are the guiding principles of this age? What is the VISION that is being born in us, right now? Individually and collectively??

"Plugged deeply into source, you CAN TRUST YOURSELF to go all the way to the bottom of who you are... to take stock of all the changes... and to rest in who you are now becoming. You are the dreamer. The creator. And the one in control."

Chiron is how the higher self merges with the lower self, and is drawn down into the organism. Today, we explore this theme… as the Full Moon in Aries is conjunct the great Centaur.

For the acquiescence of self - before the other, before the system, before our own need - THIS is how we die. And are reborn.

And today, that is okay.

Well, who can say SUPER MOON??? Combined with the recent Mars retrograde in Aries... these few days offer some serious 'self-reclamation' and 'self-purification' energy. Getting our selves right, getting our goals right, creating from our purest form, connecting to PURE WILL... and prioritizing our own immaculate primal perfection. I'll take it. :) Then, as we cruise into the Full Moon Libra, we will find that loving ourselves from the inside enables our external relationships to reflect the purity of our form, rather than our conditioning.

So... the 'FIGHT'? It is indeed imperative, at this moment in history, that we grow into ourselves in a powerful new way. That we do not cower or give in to old forms. Old habits. Old ways. That we truly align with what we KNOW to be in alignment with higher truth and love, whatever that means to us, moment to moment, RISING to it consistently.

So staying in top form, these next months... ensuring our fight is more RIGHT than MIGHT.... this matters.

And today's New Moon and upcoming Lunar Cycle should help.

I have a feeling that we ALL have a few frayed edges, dancing and lighting in the wind. Edges that may need attending to. Edges that deserve a moment of honor, and a moment of dignified declaration.

We all carry 'structures and karmas' that form the way we see the world. These can be inherited from ancestors, carried from past lives, or rooted in the present socio/cultural zeitgeist. Whatever their origin, it is OUR responsibility to see beyond the LIES we live within. The lies that are convenient. The narrative 'truths' we blindly believe. We have FREE WILL to choose where we focus our attention. We can chose to perpetuate structures that, while comfortable, bind us to karmic behaviors and reaction patterns not serving highest good. Or, though often humbling, we can choose to lock into our liberation and let go of our comfort zone. Focus on something beyond the drama. Trust in a greater truth, a higher plan.

Our world right now is awash in perspectives. Awash in ideas. Awash in inputs. We have information overload and violent uprisings underpinned by serious collective pain. We are each of us desperate to be heard, while simultaneously being called to LISTEN UP and stay quiet enough to receive each other! And beneath it all lies this indwelling desire for something greater, something better, something more.

But solutions may be hard pressed, at this particular point in time. "Not in the stars", as they say.

What does it mean to SHARE LOVE, rather than to GET LOVE? Why does this question matter deeply, in this moment of time? Join me in this month’s video discussion of the Venus retrograde cycle, highlighted by today’s Gemini New Moon (Gemini is ruled by Venus, esoterically…). I THINK you’ll LOVE it. ;)

We all want to be liberated from something right now. We are like caged birds.

Rather than blaming the government or engaging in hateful social media, I wonder what might happen if we take the time to look a little deeper.

Right now there is available to each of us an invitation to EXPAND OUR HORIZON OF LOVE. To re-build our known container. If we offer ourselves to her, she will fill our cup with more than we could imagine. If we are willing to receive.

No more treadmill to nowhere. No more rat race with no finish line. We will face our fear of death, our fear of vulnerability, our fear of who we are and how we are living. We will STOP and take stock of what matters to us, what is worth living for.

Pisces is the final Zodiacal archetype. As such, she represents the last stage of ego dissolution as we 'return' to the source of creation and reclaim a state of Grace.  As part of her 'release into the mystery', Pisces must embrace the ENTIRE human experience... with unconditional love. No small feat, considering the 'mine field' of human experience is over-full with suffering.

Evolving the collective via individuation and clear spiritual sovereignty is our call for today…. and as we move into the month of Aquarius.

Let’s remember that we are here for HER. To take care of this planet, our bodies, each other. We all have to have a HOME and this is it. This earth. Are we going to take responsibility for where we live?? Do we care about our Great Mother? Today we are asked to remember. To really check in. To receive our marching orders, perhaps. Connect, feel, love... and keep each other close. It may not stave off the wolves, but it matters. To remember why we are fighting the good fight, why we care to even try.

Serious. Sober. Whole. This is Capricorn season. The most mysterious, the great initiate, the Unicorn.

“In Capricorn, we have the triumph of matter; it reaches its densest and most concrete expression; but this triumph is followed by that of spirit. There is full expression of the earthly nature in Capricorn, but also immense spiritual possibilities”. Alice Bailey

On the mundane level, this months Sagittarius New Moon is about reaching for our dreams and applying a strong and consistent muscle to get us there. On the esoteric level, it is about learning to activate our inner site and higher vision, to affirm soul embodiment.

In either case, it's gonna be a fun month.